jeaniee

intertnet:

is there a scholarship for trying

(via ruinedchildhood)

xokrista:

Sometimes I have to remind myself that life doesn’t have a timeline.

(via agentlemenscoup)

"Remove yourself from the situation, change it, or accept it totally. If you want to take responsibility for your life, you must choose one of these three options, and you must choose now. Then accept the consequences. No excuses. No negativity. No psychic pollution. Keep your inner space clear."

- Eckhart Tolle

(Source: mindofataurus, via yunzi)

"Vulnerability is the only authentic state. Being vulnerable means being open, for wounding, but also for pleasure. Being open to the wounds of life means also being open to the bounty and beauty. Don’t mask or deny your vulnerability: it is your greatest asset. Be vulnerable: quake and shake in your boots with it. The new goodness that is coming to you, in the form of people, situations, and things can only come to you when you are vulnerable and open."

- Stephen Russell

(Source: internal-acceptance-movement, via thatkindofwoman)

"I don’t know how I can be so ambitious and so lazy at the same time."

- Ned Vizzini - It’s Kind Of A Funny Story

(Source: tiny-paper)

danielkanhai:

my idea of wealth has changed. when i was little i’d dream about living in a giant mansion with like a tennis court and a bowling alley and an indoor swimming pool and all other sorts of sports things i’d never use. now when i fantasize i’m like, “maybe someday i’ll be able to rent a one bedroom apartment and live there alone.”

(via johnnycupcake)

Stages of Studying. [Room Cleanliness]

(Source: derikisu, via tomcruisecontrol)

surimistick:

i was making a lot of mistakes and then my archery instructor said:

“you make mistakes because you’re focusing on the target and not on your actions”

and i was like woah

thanks for giving me the best life advice i’ve ever gotten

(via officialgoogle)

currently

(Source: indeedisayexquisite, via yunzi)

danielkanhai:

my idea of wealth has changed. when i was little i’d dream about living in a giant mansion with like a tennis court and a bowling alley and an indoor swimming pool and all other sorts of sports things i’d never use. now when i fantasize i’m like, “maybe someday i’ll be able to rent a one bedroom apartment and live there alone.”

(via johnnycupcake)

TLC | Unpretty

Be in the position to make me feel so damn unpretty, I’ll make you feel unpretty too.

(Source: , via musicalbums)

I am having San Francisco withdrawals. The city encourages such a lovely and active lifestyle that is the complete opposite of Dallas. James and I would wake up every day at 6 in the morning to start our day and by 10 PM we were so exhausted from exploring.

But besides the wonderful city, my time with James was my favorite part of the trip. 

This trip was an absolute blast with him. It’s hard to explain. And it almost felt like we were falling in love with each other all over again. It is such a refreshing and beautiful feeling to feel after almost six years of dating. It’s not that we don’t love each on a normal day, but it was that puppy-like kind of love that was fun to feel again. After graduating recently and being confused about what our next step should be, this trip temporarily erased all the stress from our minds. We were carefree and loving every moment of it.

I feel recharged about life coming back home now.

You know, I am not in a rush to get into graduate school right now. I want to find an internship in healthcare management first to see if that’s what I want to do before I pour thousands of dollars into a graduate school program. Veterinary school is not going to happen anymore. I am bittersweet, but mostly sweet about the situation. But I am just left in a place where I am not sure what to do next. James is transitioning to something new and it will be exciting to see where he lands. 

We are young. And it’s okay to not have it figured out. I just needed this trip to remind me of that. What is reassuring is that I have the best partner to figure out life’s kinks with.